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Obvious Tells

by Jessica Amelia

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1.
Cigarettes like kisses I'll teach you how to wear lipstick Burnett's in bed Is this dyke your friend? They always you dead. 'Cause to them You're just another man. Do you feel like a woman now? Do you?
2.
I'm tired of walking through your world; I'm tired of the stares, the apprehension Awkward looks at my polyester hair Obvious tells, so you stop and you stare I'm not here to mesmerize; and I'm not your tranny prize Take a picture, It'll last a little longer I'm tired of walking through your world I'm not your "faggot" or your "hey what's up, girl" like you never seen my kind, you gotta learn to pay no mind I'm not asking for attention, Leave me, out of your mentions I say, Take a picture it'll last a little longer Go ahead and stare; we're gonna stare right fucking back I said take a picture it'll last a little longer
3.
(chorus : C Em F G) you and me and my denim jacket you and me and my pleather boots you and me walking together like we got something to prove something to prove we got something to prove favorite songs on college radio you and me fearing for the future practicing our best hand-holds like we got something to prove something to prove we got something to prove turn up the fuzz and you turn up for friends we know we got nothing lose converse on concrete like we got something to prove something to prove we got something to prove
4.
Stay punk stay queer you can never understand i can be a faggot, but just can't be no man you always want me to look like you you always want me to look like you i will never look like you. Stay punk. Stay Queer.
5.
800 Miles 02:12
aluminum cylinders to steel boxes tarmac to tunnels; hide from the heat july and a walk up lets kill the night it's a pity concrete doesn't burn underslept morning cut through the suburbs light rail will fuck you up trade it all for another box out of here by nightfall what's the price of gasoline And are you ready, are you ready to leave is 800 miles enough is 800 miles enough pull the trigger it's the metaphor you wanted, i can take the blame but I just can't bear the guilt
6.
I often wonder if you still think of me as I of you do you lie awake at night? Thinking the thoughts I do? Is there another answer Lying there in wait We took a shot but we always hesitate I remember dirty nights, lying in your arms now I guess we laugh about it, Glorified self-harm Apropos of nothing I think of you on top again But what did we say last time? “I guess we’re just friends” I’ve heard that line before I always got yr back what the hell are friends for? This is how it always ends with us This is how it always ends with us You can’t test my spirit, I’m made of steel and asbestos I’d like another shot, but I guess there’s nothing left of us.
7.
I'm a femme bitch I'm a fucking witch Not gonna make you happy. Don't tell me What kind of girl to be When yesterday you called me a man I said oh oh oh This is our new punk rock get bent I'm female biological not gonna play nice no more can't kill me I tried, I failed I'm here for the long haul I'm fucking indestructible
8.
painted out; cheap lacquer and hangups cracking plaster, a broken view of the sky telephone wires, I’m slipping here, watching them cut across please don’t tell me why there’s proof in the bathroom we’re all praying to gods we don’t believe in i can only have so many cups of coffee with you quick varnish, it’s made up puddles in blacktop reflect the same skies cut across with telephone wires and we're taking the long way home please don’t tell me why there’s spoons in the bathroom we’re all praying to gods we don’t believe in i can only have so many drinks next to you 7 ply beneath me and the dull roar of bearings taking the long way home wildlife has encroached on our blacktop taken over our telephone wires she’s afraid of dictionaries, she’s afraid of me I'm afraid of someone who's been typing on my back (last line not song this version and I don't know why!)
9.
They make rules about breaking rules; from galleries to skate parks from misogynistic hip-hop stars to washed-up punk rock "sellouts" but I won't believe what you say to me as you sell us back our discontent. you know you haven't you haven't bought us yet and you break rule or break a law it's a casualty of war they try and sell us back our love but it don't work no fucking more And you said it wasn't art so we rip you apart this art fights back And you said it wasn't art so we rip you apart this art fights back this art fights back
10.
Remember you're beautiful When they say you're not Don't let 'em break you, make you What you aren't 'Cause they can have our blood they can't have our hearts They can't destroy what they can't comprehend. Our hearts, still beating do you think that's a threat? They can have our blood, but they can't have our hearts Our hearts are armed Every breath every beat is the sound of the springs in the mechanism winding down. But I won't let go You can you have our blood but you can't have our hearts you can't have our hearts.
11.
Gay In Space 02:29
I'm tired of the scene, I'm tired of the straights I'm tired of all of this cisgender hate I'm tired of the president, I'm running outta hope, Tired of my friends hanging smoking dope When I just wanna be gay in space with you I just wanna be gay in space with you So put me on a rocket ship and blast me off to Mars, Just make sure we got fully stocked bars I don't care what the straights have to say, It's a female-only mission and it's GAY GAY GAY I just wanna be gay in space with you I just wanna be gay in space with you It's a one way mission there's no turning back but I don't care when you look at me like that there's no on to cat call, no one to harass, no men out there to grab our ass I just wanna be gay in space with you I just wanna be gay in space with you So here I am, gay in space with you And there's nothing else that I'd rather do Ain't no need to fight nor cuss Sally Ride Claimed space for us I just wanna be gay in space with you I just wanna be gay in space with you With you With you With you.

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I started recording some songs in 2018 and then messed up my life for a while. Found some of the tracks and finished them. Enjoy. More to come.

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released December 4, 2021

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